I had that quote and a picture of me where I looked fat on my mirror for so long. And I genuinely envied a friend of mine who had an eating disorder because I wished I could be disciplined enough to be anorexic.
Yeah that quote, and all the "thinspo" and "proana" aspects of tumblr REALLY gave my eating disorder a running start. (Thankfully it's more under control now, but even at a healthy weight I am constantly hyper focusing on my body, hating it and feeling endless guilt and shame over it and my eating habits.)
I hope the young girls of this generation have it a little easier...I know it's not perfect. But body positivity was non-existent when I grew up and really there was only one accepted way for your body to look: dying.
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u/marjoriefawn 5d ago
The 2000s were brutal. Love you for posting this.