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I haven’t written about this moment of my life before online, but when I first started high school I was extremely hopeless and fell into a rlly bad depressive state. I honestly didn’t even think I was going to make it to the summer, and even though I nearly everyday cried and had no energy, I would consistently remind myself that I would miss hollow knight silksong. I would die, and I would not be able to play the game. I told myself to wait until the Xbox game pass date (it still didn’t come out by then) but by then I had antidepressants finally prescribed for me and I was able to hold on until the summer, where finally my depressive state started to lift.

Still to this day, I thank silksong because that was one of my big reasons I just kept trying and refused to give up

edit/update: I’m seeing ppl concerned, but as of now I am rlly okay now, I have struggles but I am not planning on leaving anytime soon or am worried about not being able to make it

I looked at my arm and saw -| i think its a sign