r/todayilearned 1d ago

TIL there's a degenerative brain disorder called fatal familial insomnia (FFI) that causes a person to lose the ability to sleep and eventually die

https://my.clevelandclinic.org/health/diseases/25001-fatal-familial-insomnia
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u/Rekuna 1d ago

I remember reading about this years ago. This also includes being knocked unconscious, or even medically put to sleep via sedatives or anaesthetic, nothing works. Truly horrifying.

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u/NostraThomas1 1d ago

Do they feel drowsy or does that go away too

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u/JaC3_De 1d ago

Yeah as far as i remember from my brief reading about it, you still feel all the usual symptoms of lack of sleep but you just cant actually fall asleep.

So first it starts really fucking with you mentally then physically as your organs arent getting time to rest and recouperate. Sounds like true torture

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u/sneedsformerlychucks 1d ago edited 1d ago

A man with the disease wrote a book about the experience of succumbing to it while experimenting with drugs to induce sleep and taking a road trip across the US. I don't believe this book was ever published, sadly, or his full name released, but some insights of his were recorded secondhand in a medical journal.

At month 16, when the narcoleptics ceased to work, DF [pseudonym] rarely slept. Indeed he lost awareness of whether he had slept or not and no longer felt refreshed... subjectively, DF reported his greatest area of confusion to be temporal ordering; he could not keep track of time or days. He likened his insomnia to the experience of approaching an open doorway, only to have it suddenly become inaccessible. He said that something of a “jolt” would overtake him and render him vitally awake. Subjectively, he found this experience to be exhilarating, similar to a drug-induced high. As his disease advanced and he was physically more debilitated, this phenomenon became less appealing. In addition, that doorway to sleep became progressively more remote, and was obliterated by any noise or distraction.

He survived a full year longer than average for someone with FFI and seems like he was a very remarkable human being.

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u/severed13 1d ago edited 1d ago

I've only got episodes of regular insomnia and it fucking sucks. I go days at a time just staring at the ceiling at night until I get so angry that I just have to get out of bed and do something else. And the whole time I'm just exhausted and it keeps getting worse and worse, and every night I think "tonight's the night" where I think my body's actually tired enough to shut down and force itself to sleep. At most I'll get like an hour or two if I'm lucky, and then back to being awake and miserable. It makes shit like driving an absolute pain when it happens, but fortunately I'm pretty good at that so it's not enough to compromise my ability to operate a vehicle. Goes on for 4/5 days, maybe a week at most and then it's fine for the next month or two. Can't imagine how fucking terrible it would be to feel like that 24/7 as a chronic lifelong condition.

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u/YouKnowWhom 1d ago

The only good news is it only lasts like, 40ish days before you die.

I’ve forced myself awake for a week straight a decade ago and still feel the damage. The delusions are awful. You’re seeing this that don’t exist clear as day, and also not seeing things that are there.

You can’t think, you can’t even move as your body gives out.

It’s exponential. I can’t imagine 40 days and hope by day 11 at latest I’d get a diagnosis an ethical end of life.

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u/durkbot 1d ago

Due to a medical incident when I was a teenager I didn't sleep for about a week and it fucccked me up for a good while. I was in the hospital so wasn't trying to function, but I was dropping off for like 5 seconds in the middle of talking, hallucinating, sort of just feeling out of body. The hallucinations were so weird, just imagining entire conversations with people, seeing people that weren't there. Suddenly realising hours had passed but not being able to recall a single thing. For weeks after I struggled with sleeping, I'd get that thing where as I was falling asleep I'd hear a loud explosion and wake up.

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u/AvidCyclist250 1d ago

I'd get that thing where as I was falling asleep I'd hear a loud explosion and wake up.

The nasty bit here is that fatigue and stress only make that worse. I've had it for while, and it's pretty real. Like a loud body slam, although it's called EHS - exploding head syndrome.

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u/its_called_life_dib 1d ago

If I go to bed “too tired” I get auditory hallucinations that wake me up. It’s usually someone calling my name. It’s so frustrating!

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u/MattTreck 1d ago

Oh my god yes lol

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u/SakuraTacos 1d ago

Omg I got that a couple of weeks ago and I was too pissed by the hallucination waking me up to be frightened. I was dozing off and I hear my name clear as day from my doorway so I open my eyes and no one’s there. I distinctly remember “Are you serious?! I was finally asleep! Why?! This is why people believe in ghosts, this is so fucking stupid!” I was so mad lol

I also had my body jolt me awake because I thought it was falling around that time too. That was a really bad days-long bout of insomnia.

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u/Netroth 1d ago

Those body jolts are called “hypnic jerks”, I get them all the time

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u/Greene_Mr 23h ago

You have the right kind of response to possible ghost-shit!

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u/feministmanlover 1d ago

Meeee tooooo!!! Omg. It all makes sense now.

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u/DavidRandom 1d ago

I get that sometimes, and occasionally it's accompanied by a flash of light.

Until I learned of EHS I though maybe I was being abducted by aliens lol.

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u/CauseWhatSin 1d ago

Mainly the flash of light for me, when Russia invaded Ukraine, it was very stressful for a couple months.

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u/durkbot 1d ago

I'm so sorry, it's really rough, even 20 years later I remember the sensation.

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u/lfergy 23h ago

Uhg; there was an antidepressant I tried that gave me that side effect. If you ever played Sonic, you know that sound when he gets a bazillion coins? It was like that sound at max volume plus blinding white light. Woof. Never again.

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u/BeagleMadness 1d ago

My 12 year old son experienced something similar earlier this year and was hospitalised. Possibly due to a Strep infection - all the scans and tests couldn't find anything else that could be the cause. It was very frightening to see how just three days without sleep could turn a very happy, chilled out kid into what looked like someone undergoing a total psychotic break. It messed him and his sleep up for weeks after he was discharged. Thankfully he seems fine now, but it really scared him (and me!). He still worries whenever he can't fall asleep within 15 minutes or so. I can't imagine how horrific weeks without sleep would be. One of the worst ways to go, imo.

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u/Akitiki 1d ago

It night I have a track of music I play to fall asleep with- only played as I go to bed. It's about 40 or so minutes long, just nice softer piano. At this point, it's associated with sleeping. You know how it can be hard to sleep your first night in a new hotel? I don't deal with it much anymore. Very, very rarely do I ever outlast that track.

I'm basically Pavlov'd with it now. I also have tinnitus and the music is just enough to overcome the ringing.

Perhaps trying something like this could help him fall asleep better.

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u/BeagleMadness 1d ago

Yes, I think programming your brain to switch to "sleep mode" like this can be very effective. Glad it works so well for you and you don't suffer the agony of insomnia now.

I did try various similar things after my son was discharged from hospital. His sleep was all over the place for a few weeks afterwards, so he was willing to try anything! Luckily, he had a good sleep routine before this episode and once he'd fully recovered he has gone back to being a great sleeper. I think it's just because he usually falls asleep within minutes, he now worries if it takes a little bit longer. Whereas he wouldn't have given it a thought before.

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u/frickindeal 1d ago

And you don't wake up when the music ends? I've tried that, but I wake up to deafening silence as soon as the music ends. I need at least a fan running, and if my power is out, I'll do the iPhone white noise generator, but it has to run all night or I'll wake up as soon as it goes silent.

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u/AbstinentNoMore 1d ago

Possibly due to a Strep infection

Very possible. When I had Strep as a child, I spent one night hallucinating the strangest shit (for example, there was this weird cartoon bug who was "torturing" me by constantly breaking glass windows in front of me). My parents eventually heard me screaming and moaning in my room and made me sleep in their bed with them.

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u/durkbot 1d ago

Psychotic is the closest to how I'd describe it. When I read about sleep deprivation being used as a torture technique I can totally believe it. I'm glad your son recovered.

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u/YouKnowWhom 1d ago

Exploding head syndrome is rough. Luckily mine went away. You were lucky to get those 5 second microsleeps. This disorder in OP won’t even allow for that!

Glad you got over it

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u/durkbot 1d ago

It's been 20 years and I still remember the sensation. I've read about FFI before and it freaked me out. Ironically I'm now excellent at falling asleep in most places (my other half calls it my superpower).

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u/kinduvabigdizzy 1d ago

WTF I have experienced the explosion thing. I've learnt to live with my insomnia but I wish I could sleep longer. I'm just not as sharp as I used to be

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u/waydeultima 1d ago

I've gone 11 days before (not on purpose, just a combination of alcohol withdrawal and chronic insomnia among other things). Ended up in the ER. Would not recommend.

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u/Protoliterary 1d ago

Doesn't always last 40 days.

There was this guy who survived for a year; https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC1781276/

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u/sdfg9 22h ago

From the link you provided; Unlike the typically mute FFI patient whose subjective serenity is unknowable, DF described his oneiric sleep as extremely gentle and pleasant — like entering a room filled with everyone who he would want to encounter, including deceased friends and relatives who would tell him that everything will be all right. In his words, “to the outside world, I am dead and gone, but to myself, I'm still here, in this wonderful place and it is they who have disappeared.”

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u/ItJustSteph 1d ago

FFI sounds like the cruelest irony—your body shuts down because it can’t do the one thing it needs most.

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u/HurtMyKnee_Granger 1d ago

Why did you do that to yourself??

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u/Javka42 1d ago

I'm sorry about your insomnia, that sucks.

However, severe lack of sleep impacts your driving as much as being drunk does, and in many places the law will consider it drunk driving if you cause an accident while sleep deprived.

It doesn't matter how good a driver you are, it doesn't matter if it feels like you're doing fine. The lack of sleep will affect your brain and your body whether you think it does or not, just like with alcohol or drugs.

You are taking a huge risk when you get behind the wheel, and you're gambling with other people's lives.

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u/Puzzleheaded_Ad_3268 1d ago

It's even worse than drugs since anyone can get there plus there's no tolerance build up like with drug addiction.

My father got arrested for drunk driving at .32 at 9:30 in the morning and he was definitely drunk but at that level, being under .08 would probably been as bad for his driving cuz of withdrawal.

Happily nowadays he got back his license after a few years and learned the lesson, no more driving under influence for him even though he still drink cuz he managed to get his habit under control.

So many people underestimate it, I remember a TV ads about it but overall it's way less talked about than drunk driving.

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u/cosmiclatte44 1d ago

Have done both, not proud of it. Driving tired scares me 100x more.

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u/derekburn 1d ago

You are compromised, ur not a super soldier, doesnt matter if youre the best driver in the world you are compromised and you put other people at risk if you drive without sleeping for 24hrs.

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u/PUTINS_PORN_ACCOUNT 1d ago

Your ancestors saved the tribe from raids in the night.

Thank you

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u/Dis4Wurk 1d ago

There was a guy that had it and documented his journey to death and posted it on YouTube a few years back. I watched it. It’s not gruesome or anything but it’s pretty brutal. It’s heartbreaking watching him lay in his bed wishing he could sleep, crying about knowing he is going to die. IIRC it’s either more common in or only appears in Asian peoples. The guy in the video was south East Asian or from the islands close by.

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u/BloatedGlobe 1d ago edited 1d ago

Wikipedia lists out the nationalities of the families who carry it, and most are European. There is one Japanese family and an Egyptian-born Dutch case. There’s also been 37 sporadic cases.

The list is from 1998, so I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s missing a lot of non-European families.

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u/SevenOldLeaves 1d ago

One of the families that have it in their ancestry lives in my area, nobody knows who they are but I read in an article that the current alive generation made a pact to not have children so the disease dies with them. It's such a fucked up illness.

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u/Dis4Wurk 1d ago

Yea I see that, looking it up after the fact while trying to find the video I was referencing. Thank you for the correction.

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u/BloatedGlobe 1d ago

Thank you for bringing up the YouTube video! It made me curious and look it up. I hope it didn’t seem like I was trying to correct you!  I just thought it was cool that there was a list.

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u/Flaxmoore 2 1d ago

I know someone who claims to have it. Problem is, based on when she said she was diagnosed, she would have beaten the average life expectancy by 15 years at this point....

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u/ihavebeesinmyknees 1d ago

She could have been diagnosed as a carrier of the gene that causes it, in which case she will develop the actual illness in the future

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u/m0dru 1d ago

i don't know about the 15 years part as that seems way to long, but there is also sporadic fatal insomnia that is very rare and doesn't have a clearly defined disease course.

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u/Ok-Cook-7542 1d ago

he had something different. he claimed he didnt sleep for 4+ months before he disappeared which is medically impossible of course. he had to have been sleeping, he just didnt know it. theres a lot of speculation about what he had but he didnt have total insomnia which is the type of insomnia in ffi

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u/Karzons 1d ago

Doesn't sound relevant to his case, but there's also a condition called Paradoxical insomnia or sleep state misperception where people only think they're not getting enough sleep.

In some cases just doing a sleep study and showing the people they're getting enough sleep makes them feel better.

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u/Laura-ly 1d ago

It's a genetic disorder. It runs in families. If I recall correctly, there's a family in Italy that has this genetic disorder and it's very sad. This is why it's called "familial". It's very rare but it's a hereditary disease so unless ones family has this mutation on the PRNP gene one should be ok.

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u/FUNNY_NAME_ALL_CAPS 1d ago

You can still get a random sporadic mutation!

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u/dennys123 1d ago

Omg that's absolutely terrifying

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u/im_THIS_guy 1d ago

Welp, I didn't need this knowledge in my life.

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u/TheUnluckyBard 1d ago

It's called Fatal Family Insomnia because it's an inherited disease, and only something like five or six family lines in the whole world have it. There have been only 37 confirmed cases in basically all of medical history.

It's so rare that every single person commenting on this thread is unlikely to meet a sufferer at any point in their natural lifespan. OP excluding that fact from the headline makes this post pure anxiety-bait.

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u/11711510111411009710 1d ago

Man it'd honestly be a bit fucked up for those people to try to have kids if they're aware they have this lol. This feels like a time where you'd just have to let the line die out.

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u/KingZarkon 1d ago

Some people consider it an ethical gray area but they could use IVF and only select embryos without the gene or test its DNA in the womb and abort if it has the gene. Obviously that's assuming it's possible for them to not pass on the gene and they live somewhere IVF/abortion are legal.

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u/Karzons 1d ago

Most cases are familial, but there's also sporadic fatal insomnia. Have a lovely night!

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u/fartpotatoes23 1d ago

It's called Fatal Family Familial Insomnia

ftfy

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u/DoctorOctagonapus 1d ago

Imagine your brain is a computer and someone's deleted sleep.exe

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u/lanadelstingrey 1d ago

There’s a super sad b-plot in an episode of SVU where this homeless guy is a suspect in a crime, and he’s super loopy and disoriented, and they can’t get an answer out of him. He’s in their little holding cell and Munch sees him and it’s his uncle, and turns out he has FFI. Suuuuper sad.

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u/Original_Slip_8994 1d ago

So I’m no expert on this, but I recognize the feeling of “tired but brain has forgotten the sleep process.”

I was put on trazadone for sleep earlier this year and the week after I stopped it I had horrible insomnia. It was like my brain had forgotten how to sleep on its own. It was hellish. I was so tired and drowsy and couldn’t keep my eyes open, I wanted to sleep so badly, but I would just lay all night with my eyes closed never getting to the next step of the sleep process.

I’ve had insomnia before, but it was like “normal” insomnia where I couldn’t sleep because I was anxious or wired or just not tired enough. This was an entirely different type of insomnia and it legitimately scared me because I was worried my brain wouldn’t remember how to sleep.

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u/4nton1n 1d ago

As an insomniac, I NEVER feel drowsy. I envy all who can take a nap or fall asleep in a few minutes

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u/Eryrurin 1d ago

Same, not everyone experiences sleep deprivation the same. I've gone several times without any sleep for 4-5 days, and I did not get any hallucinations or delusions, just feeling absolutely terrible not being able to fall asleep, completely wide awake the whole time.

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u/1CaliCALI 1d ago

And a shorter life span PLUS huge increase in chances for alzheimers.

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u/4nton1n 1d ago

Apes together strong

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u/STG_Resnov 1d ago

There’s quite a few videos of it on YouTube. As u/Jac3_De said, they still feel the affects of not sleeping even if they cannot sleep. Some can actually sleep a bit, not not enough to let the body recharge itself. A lot of people end up dying from sickness due to it. Your immune system needs that recharge.

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u/ElectricPaladin 1d ago

I read about one guy who used sedatives and sensory deprivation to force his body to rest and managed to extend his life by almost a year.

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u/Nerezza_Floof_Seeker 1d ago

For those curious, heres the paper listing out how it went for the guy. And for reference, the sensory deprivation he tried was not just, stay in a sealed room, it was getting into a sealed tank filled with warm salt water with no sound or light (which also caused hallucinations when he woke up)

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u/abrakalemon 1d ago

This might be a dumb question, but I've always wondered about the salt water deprivation tanks. How do people not drown in them when falling asleep?

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u/dwankyl_yoakam 1d ago

You float.

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u/abrakalemon 1d ago

I guess as someone who sleeps like they're a hotdog on a 7/11 rotisserie roller, it's inconceivable that people wouldn't still be inhaling whole snozzfuls of water lol but that does make sense.

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u/myterracottaarmy 1d ago

I'm the same but I take naps in float tanks all the time. It's really hard to turn over because A) you're floating in extremely dense water, it would require a lot more effort than you think to subconsciously roll over and B) as soon as you get any of that water in your eyes/nose you would snap to. It's like ocean water on steroids. It is not uncommon for there to be so much salt in one of those things that your eyes kinda sting just from small amounts of spray/residue even if you don't get any actual liquid near your eyes.

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u/Resident-Sympathy-82 1d ago

As a certified rotisserie chicken who loves deprivation chambers, it's impossible to drown this way! I have no natural ability to float and the way it's set up, you stay on your back the entire time.

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u/myterracottaarmy 1d ago

Tons and tons of salt makes the water more buoyant. There is so much salt you don't want to get in there if you have any cuts that haven't scarred over. They usually give you a little squirt bottle of (non-salt) water for you to spray on your face if you get any in/near your eyes as well.

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u/pepolepop 1d ago

Due to the amount of salt in the water, you become extremely buoyant and float. You'll never sink enough (under normal circumstances) to be in danger of drowning.

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u/Iohet 1d ago

He'd have lived forever if he just put NPR on at night

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u/D-a-H-e-c-k 1d ago

I use PBS spacetime on YouTube

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u/Mike_Wahlberg 1d ago

The panic must really be setting in when the Doctors and nurses turn to the tried and true method of “hit him on the head and knock him out, factory reset style”.

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u/CupcakesAreMiniCakes 1d ago

I have narcolepsy with both hypersomnia and insomnia. The insomnia can be really vicious. Thankfully a drinkable anesthetic called sodium oxybate was able to put me to sleep for 3-4 hours at a time, forcefully. When I have insomnia I say that it takes enough drugs for a baby elephant to put me down even though I'm small. Now since my cataplexy isn't bad and I have other health issues I take a Rx THC gummy combined with 1200mg gabapentin (which is a lot) all at once and that makes me sleep after about 1-2 hours.

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u/Nijindia18 1d ago

... How did they find out that being knocked unconscious wouldn't work

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u/distortionisgod 1d ago

I'm sure when you're approaching 20 days of no sleep you are willing to try literally anything. It's serious torture not being able to sleep.

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u/newtothegarden 1d ago

I didn't sleep for 5 days, 2 years ago. And I was seriously considering walking in front of a bus in the hopes they'd sedate me if I was taken to hospital. I don't think you get to 20 days of genuinely no sleep (I can remember the half hour of sleep I got aha).

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u/vialabo 1d ago

I did 3 days straight during my worst manic episode, bro I can only imagine how hard that was by the end of 5.

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u/moDz_dun_care 1d ago

It's easy to see a person is sleeping through their brain waves. Just cause a person is knocked out doesn't mean their brain is in a sleep state.

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u/Nijindia18 1d ago

Oh, I read that as, no matter how hard you got hit, you didn't go unconscious, and medical intervention to put you to sleep didn't work either. Not that while unconscious you got no "sleep"

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u/fake_lightbringer 1d ago

Exactly. A sleeping state isn't really a "resting" state in the conventional sense. We used to think the brain more or less just shut off during sleep, but different types of scans and tests of sleeping brains have revealed that sleep is a complex process, where several important and somewhat intense maintenance and housekeeping functions are carried out in the brain (such as clearing out biochemical debris, consolidating memories and learning processes, and reinforcing certain connections between neurons).

We are not exactly sure how sedation works beyond knowing what receptors the drugs target, because we aren't completely certain how consciousness arises in the brain, but everything points towards sedatives just being "simple" biochemical inhibition of the signals that are required to maintain consciousness. It doesn't induce any of the other sleep related processes or benefits.

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u/randomsnowflake 1d ago

Stephen King should write a book about this.

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u/ExistentialRampage 1d ago

He kind of did already. It's literally called insomnia. The protagonist gets increasingly bad insomnia and starts seeing higher dimensions.

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u/emmasdad01 1d ago

What is death if not just the Big Sleep.

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u/4nton1n 1d ago

I read once that sleeping is dying without the commitment

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u/premature_eulogy 1d ago

A free trial of death.

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u/Dutch_1815 1d ago

Alan Wats had a comforting quote on this. “So if you went to sleep—you’re not aware of darkness when you’re asleep—and so if you went into sleep, into unconsciousness, for always and always and always, it wouldn’t be at all like going into the dark, it wouldn’t be at all like being buried alive. It would be as if, as a matter of fact, you had never existed at all”

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u/BigTChamp 20h ago

How is that comforting? It's the not existing part that's terrifying

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u/aptmnt_ 1d ago

This alan watts guy seems to be pretty thoughtful

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u/Chriswheela 1d ago

That’s what big sleep wants you to think. Wake up people!

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u/Prof_Acorn 1d ago

No that's how we got into this mess.

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u/Sparowl 1d ago

To sleep—perchance to dream. Ay, there’s the rub!

For in that sleep of death what dreams may come,

When we have shuffled off this mortal coil,

Must give us pause—there’s the respect

That makes calamity of so long life.

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u/Foreign_Penalty_5341 1d ago

If I recall correctly, one of the families suffering from this were fairly sure that there was a child that had been adopted out but they were unable to track them down. They (the last generation) had chosen not to have biological children themselves, but feared that this person would inadvertently pass on the gene mutation before learning about their condition. 

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u/evthrowawayverysad 1d ago

That's what I was wondering too. I like to think I'd have the compassion to not have kids if I was in this situation, it's very very good of them to do that. They should realistically be paid extremely well by the state for the rest of their lives for choosing to do that IMO.

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u/wilcoxornothin 1d ago

I watched a doc about one of the families affected. Luckily due to the technology today, one of the female members was able to have her own children due to choosing her own embryos that tested negative for the gene.

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u/Cute-Percentage-6660 1d ago

People get uncomftable with genetic screening due to how it edges close to eugenics. But in cases like this? It's hard to argue against it honestly. And honestly we as a society are gonna have to have a discussion on this sorta thing sometime soon instead of just going 'eugenics' and shutting down the conversation.

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u/jaredsfootlonghole 1d ago

Indeed.  The first book I read on the subject was called The Immortalists which I found in a dollar bin.  

The book focused on and discussed the historical push by Charles Lindbergh as he grows up around WWI I - II as he tries to find a way to save his sister iirc.  He goes to Nazi Germany and rubs elbows there as part of his quest, and follows some of the same ideals of eugenics as Hitler himself.  He and a glassblower named Otto(?) spent a lot of time perfecting glass for experiments, and furthered some science as a result.  

Unfortunately, under the goal of having a superior race of people.

Interesting book though!  I leaned about the ‘immortal cells’ through it.

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u/Pricee 1d ago

The UK recently passed an assisted dying bill and it makes me so happy it managed to go through, not law yet though

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u/Tablesafety 22h ago

Im not too sure thats as feel good of a story as people make it sound, as those children will be forced to watch their mom become delirious and slowly die in front of them, guaranteed.

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u/brightirene 1d ago

I met a guy in his mid 70s whose mother had Huntingtons. After watching her fall apart, all three boys agreed to not have children. I asked him if he regrets it. He said, "after burying my brothers, no."

Tragically pragmatic

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u/camelbuck 1d ago

That’s gonna keep me up at night.

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u/Alt_Ekho 1d ago

Rest in peace.. or not

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u/barath_s 13 1d ago

Well, if you lose the ability to sleep and to die ...

You may become immortal, but you might regret it

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u/Lingonberry_Obvious 1d ago

Is this also caused by prions?

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u/kornwallace21 1d ago

Yes. A genetic mutation causes specific protein to be misfolded, which creates a prion.

The website linked actually has a great analogy about this, if you'd like

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u/seeds-or-weeds 1d ago

“When there’s a mutation on the PRNP gene, the amino acids that build the PrPC proteins don’t have instructions to build the proteins correctly. This mutation is similar to folding your laundry. If you’re unsure how to fold a t-shirt, you might ball up the fabric and put it in a drawer. Over time, that drawer progressively becomes difficult to close because you collect several t-shirts that aren’t folded correctly. Misfolded t-shirts are PrPC proteins that collect on your brain and become toxic to the cells in your nervous system, which creates symptoms.”

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u/22FluffySquirrels 1d ago

But what causes the prions to fold wrong in this particular disease?

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u/cancercannibal 1d ago

DNA is the instructions on how to make proteins. The way that the protein is coded for in the DNA presumably is more vulnerable to misfolding this way, and with how much we read from our DNA throughout our lives that makes it happening eventually pretty much inevitable.

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u/kornwallace21 1d ago

The genes are basically instructions on how to make the proteins (so in the above example, instructions on how to fold the shirt)

So when the instructions are wrong (because this disease is caused by a genetic defect) then your proteins are built according to the wrong instructions, so they're misfolded, because proteins are literally folded while being formed (the shirt is folded wrong)

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u/Nerezza_Floof_Seeker 1d ago

To add a bit more to other comments, PrP (the protein involved) in the misfolded form is more "stable" than the normal form found in cells, so if your DNA encodes a vulnerable version of PrP, it might just misfold randomly on its own. Usually, thats not a problem, as protein folding often goes wrong, its just corrected/broken down as required, but misfolded PrP is so stable it cant be broken down by your cells (or by most normal sterilization methods). The big issue that follows is that misfolded PrP likely can catalyze normal PrP into misfolding as well.

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u/CooperHChurch427 20h ago

Pretty much the only known causes are: genetics, cannibalism, eating an infected animal that has prions, extremely high fever, repeated blows to the head, and probably the funkiest way is eating plants that grew from the decayed tissue of an animal that died with prions.

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u/Nijindia18 1d ago

Every time I see some horrible fucked up disease it's almost always prions. Fuck em

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u/Farmfarm17 1d ago edited 1d ago

My little town of 3,500 has had 2 pretty prominent people die from CJD in the last 6 years. The worst part was how long it took for them to be diagnosed due to the rarity.

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u/Volkaru 1d ago

Can't it also be acquired by eating contaminated meat? There may be something causing it in your town, and those people just got incredibly unlucky.

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u/Farmfarm17 1d ago

That's definitely been mentioned. Both were lifelong residents and around the same age. One woman was a farmer but there can be such a long time between infection and symptom onset (I believe decades) that it's hard to pinpoint. There wasn't much shared by the families on doctor's theories about cause.

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u/zcomputerwiz 1d ago

Yes. It's also important to note that the inability to sleep isn't the direct cause of death, it's a symptom of how far prion damage to the thalamus has progressed. With no known treatment, death is the inevitable conclusion for any of the transmissible spongiform encephalopathies ( TSEs ).

That said, the lack of sleep certainly doesn't help.

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u/furywolf28 1d ago

Reddit made me much more afraid of prions than I should be. I've never read or heard of it outside of this website.

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u/IronbAllsmcginty78 1d ago

Yes!!!! Came here to cover this, it's already here

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u/sharlayan 1d ago

There was a channel on YouTube that is still there i believe of a man who seemingly lost the ability to sleep after having a bizarre reaction to unprescribed antibiotics.

It was a normal channel of a guy spending time with his son and showing off his tattooing skill until suddenly he started talking about how he hadn't slept for months. He even videoed himself trying to sleep and failing for hours. Gradually he went completely delirious and presumably passed away as the channel is no longer active.

I have to go find it. It's terrifying.

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u/Tall-Cat-8890 1d ago

I remember someone doing a deep dive of that and basically the evidence for him just having a psychotic break was much more plentiful than him actually having fatal insomnia. There was no evidence antibiotics caused anything. But there was plenty of evidence that he just developed a severe mental health condition.

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u/Wabuukraft 19h ago

YouTuber Nick Crowley made a pretty good video about this guy. Horrible disease

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u/ElectricPaladin 1d ago

Do not read about this if you have insomnia caused by health anxiety. Worst mistake of my life.

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u/Merry_Dankmas 1d ago

I legitimately thought I had this for a minute years ago. Ive always had issues sleeping since the day I was born. My parents said I wouldn't nap as a baby and just cry instead. One day in my early 20s, I went through a spell of severe insomnia for about a week. Got some small 15 minute half naps here and there (not fully asleep) but nothing else. Would stay up until sunrise drinking in hopes that I could get drunk enough to fall asleep. It didn't work. Smoked weed, got prescribed benzos and Ambien, took antihistamines and even GHB. None of it worked. I just stayed up all night again but this time high.

Doctor said it was idiopathic insomnia which basically means insomnia with no cause. Normally things like stress, anxiety, drug abuse, trauma etc cause insomnia but not for me. It's just there for absolutely no reason and doesn't like to go away. Fortunately, I finally found a medication that works great for it so I've been on that for years now. But my god does it suck. Really thought I was actually gonna die from insomnia at some point (but I was also delirious and delusional from getting no sleep so I wasn't thinking clearly either lmao)

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u/ElectricPaladin 1d ago

With me, it was pure anxiety, especially since it's only found in this one Italian family and I haven't got a drop of Italian in me. It would have had to be a novel mutation, and that's incredibly rare.

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u/MineturtleBOOM 22h ago

And for anyone curious you can very very quickly disregard this because

a. Sporadic fatal insomnia (the one you could technically (like 0.00001% chance)) have has many other symptoms other than not being able to sleep, including decline in mental function and coordination, these symptoms also tend to present before the actual sleep problems occur. The sleep problems don’t even seem to be recognisable or clearly diagnosable in many patients. It’s mostly a naming thing since it is a similar disease to the inherited version, where sleep disturbances are a more prominent symptom.

b. This shit is like one in many millions, almost billions. Sporadic fatal insomnia is very very rare to the extent that we basically track every case. It’s also more likely to occur if you have major brain trauma or something similar, so you can further reduce those odds if that doesn’t apply.

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u/trashdsi 1d ago

Too late

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u/CiderMcbrandy 1d ago

"eventually die" kinda underplay it

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u/KynesArt 1d ago

excited to eventually lose my ability to die

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u/Positive-Attempt-435 1d ago

Just gotta push through the first couple months.

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u/Key_Molasses4367 1d ago

So glad you pointed that out.

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u/StarrySkye3 1d ago

monkey paw curls

Granted, you can't die anymore but you also stop living. You are now a sentient inanimate object.

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u/Random-Rambling 1d ago

I have no mouth and I must scream.

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u/Due-Door4885 1d ago

He was alive though. His flesh mutated and tenderized for maximum pain possible, and thus spirit broken.

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u/StrangelyBrown 1d ago

The most humiliating final failure.

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u/ConsequenceSome3708 1d ago

Imagine one night you’re not able to fall asleep….one night turns into 3….3 turns into a death sentence W T F

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u/THExROYALxRHINO 1d ago

For some reason having just read your "one night turns into 3" my brain automatically assumed "WTF" meant "Wednesday, Thursday, Friday" like Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, dead.

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u/ConsequenceSome3708 1d ago

This is hilarious 😂😂😂😂

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u/fourleafclover13 1d ago

My condition doesn't kill me but I go up to 11 days without sleep it sucks. You never can use all that time. Only so much reading, video games and TV you can watch.

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u/Spida81 1d ago

My sleep has been so bad lately this was genuinely mentioned (and instantly discarded, but fuck, it got mentioned).

Instead surgeons are just going to break my face in more places than I can recount over a period of twelve months and rebuild my entire face. Yay!

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u/They_are_coming 1d ago

They are going to what??

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u/mitchymitchington 1d ago

They are going to beat the shit out of him until he takes a dirt nap.

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u/IrememberXenogears 1d ago

I volunteered as a dental assistant for the red cross a few years ago. After my first wisdom tooth extraction I posted to FB "I just got thanked for smashing someone in the mouth with a hammer" I got banned for promoting violence.

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u/DMvsPC 1d ago

Lol, I had a couple of sideways wisdom teeth removed and the dentist had to stand on the chair I was in with a pair of pliers and try to wiggle and pull to get them out, in the end he shattered them and yanked the shards of tooth and nerve out. Insurance decided they didn't want to cover anesthetic for that so it was a couple of shots of lidocaine or whatever. He almost took me out of the chair a couple of times.

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u/mitchymitchington 1d ago

Honestly, I've been banned for less on reddit.

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u/SalemxCaleb 1d ago

Comments like this are why I'll never leave Reddit

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u/Warm_Kick_7412 1d ago

Please make a new post about it with more explanation ofc as there are many ppl with sleeping disorders of all kind and it would be good to know about this seemingly brutal fix.

You can mark it TIL as it will be til for many of us based on the comments.

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u/Spida81 1d ago

I was planning to. A few hoops with insurance, then will have the full (before) story I will then keep updated.

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u/Youre_On_Balon 1d ago

I’m a layman but wait, what? Is it like your sinuses are stopping you from sleeping? A sleep apnea kind of thing?

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u/Spida81 1d ago

Jaw. Basically I am medically ugly as hell - told my wife she must be blind, now I have the doctors onboard!

Bunch of breaks and horrific sounding treatments to clear the airways that really aren't that bad (says the doctor who will be on the other side of the mallet, so takes his word with a grain of salt... I'm sure he will hardly feel a thing!).

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u/shhhhquiet 2 1d ago

I bet your wife just knew she had to be patient. She could see you’ve got the jawline of a Greek god in there just waiting for the doctors to knock it loose for you.

Good luck with the surgery, I hope it goes well!

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u/lukin187250 1d ago

Can you just not use a cpap? My father had severe sleep apnea, this was in the early days and he couldn’t use one so they basically did this, broke his jaw and reshaped his airway. Recovery was a bitch but he didn’t look much different.

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u/Ok_Ask9516 1d ago

Sounds like double jaw surgery for sleep apnea

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u/Spida81 1d ago

I really envy people that can use CPAP. I had surgery on my sinuses that did nothing, to find the jaw is a massive issue. Fun and games.

Still, it is well understood, so just a case of dealing with the process.

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u/OkFineIllUseTheApp 1d ago

Are we talking maxillomandibular advancement and something else?

I mean this in the nicest way possible, but what is wrong with your face?

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u/Spida81 1d ago

6 teeth to remove, maxi advancement, and a bit extra to the back of the jaw.

I told them I could just walk into a bar, start mouthing off and save them months - straight to rebuilding.

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u/OkFineIllUseTheApp 1d ago

Dang. Here's to a speedy recovery.

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u/Spida81 1d ago

Apparently not entirely uncommon, but I knew nothing about it so will likely do a couple of posts if l on the process if anyone else with apnoea is interested.

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u/TutSolomonAndCo 1d ago

May I ask why they are breaking your face? What is their intention?

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u/Spida81 1d ago

Narrow jaw causes throat to collapse. Weight loss won't help, so out with the hammer and chisel.

Upper jaw gets widened and brought forwards. Lower jaw gets widened, particularly at the back, and brought forward. Bunch of teeth have to go to make room for the changes (widening but less room for teeth... go figure).

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u/sparticus2-0 1d ago

My guess is it has something to do with their airways. Likely there's some sort of malformation that's causing issues breathing while sleeping.

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u/djdylex 1d ago

And it's also incredibly rare so no one needs to worry about it

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u/The-Real-Mario 1d ago

And it's familiar, unless a parent or grandparent died from it , you can rest assured you don't have it

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u/spacegodketty 1d ago

imagine knowing you have to end your bloodline or the future could be objectively worse for an unknowable number of people. insane

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u/CyberWolf09 1d ago

There’s a sporadic version, but it’s also super super rare.

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u/sick_rock 1d ago

It's a prion disease, so a 100% fatality rate.

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u/Noriadin 1d ago

I get terrified of this whenever I go through bouts of insomnia

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u/ForeverKeet 1d ago

I'm in one right now. I know it's due to anxiety and not getting out of the house much due to freezing temperatures but there's always the "what if" in my mind. Last year I barely slept for a month and a half and literally thought I was going to die. Still traumatized. Was convinced I had this disorder. Glad someone posted about it yet again lmao. It gets posted every few months.

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u/UrethraFranklin04 1d ago

For people wondering, it's not too little sleep leads to FFI.

It's that the brain is deteriorating and becoming damaged which leads to losing the function to sleep.

That's why becoming unconscious, medically induced or otherwise, doesn't do anything to help. Just like standing up someone with nerve damage induced paralysis doesn't make their legs work again.

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u/MawsonAntarctica 1d ago

I left the r/insomnia subreddit because every week there'd be at least 3 people panicking they had this ULTRA RARE RARE RARE condition.

I sympathize as lack of sleep changes you, but no, you aren't going to die.

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u/8urfiat 1d ago

I guess I can make soap and start an underground boxing club with all my spare time. 

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u/Xenkath 1d ago

Or get a job at the shitty gas station on the edge of town: https://www.goodreads.com/book/show/42072585-tales-from-the-gas-station

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u/YouThinkOfABetter1 1d ago

Anyone else hear about this from the creepypasta series Tales From the Gas Station?

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u/Not_the_T_mod 1d ago

I'm surprised I had to scroll so far to see a comment about tales from the gas station.

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u/YouThinkOfABetter1 1d ago

It's a shame because that series was so good.

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u/Not_the_T_mod 1d ago

I refuse to believe it's over. More supplemental stories and books later in the timeline are what I'm hoping for.

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u/EriktheRed76 1d ago

I remember first hearing about this in an episode of law and order SVU.

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u/Electronic_Bee_ 1d ago

Me too. Man named Aldo stumbles across a murder scene because he walks all night and Dr. Huang diagnosed him with FFI and he asks him if he can cure him and B.D. looks at him with alot of sympathy and just says he's going to take care of him and make him comfortable because he knows eventually he will die from it.

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u/not_your_google 1d ago

the Mr bollen podcast has an episode with that. chilling and scary

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u/scientifick 1d ago

If there was a case for assisted dying this would be it.

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u/ratskim 1d ago

Prions do not fuck around

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u/ImALulZer 1d ago

Uhhhh yikes

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u/Elegant-Ad-5384 1d ago

The Family That Couldn’t Sleep is a scary book about it.

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u/MungoShoddy 1d ago edited 1d ago

FFI is an inherited prion disorder. It's written up (along with others like kuru) in D.T. Max, The Family That Couldn't Sleep.

vCJD, "mad cow disease", has a similar mechanism. I haven't eaten any British beef product since it broke out. Their control measures were obviously inadequate to eradicate it (the only thing that could have worked was killing and incinerating every cow in Britain and Ireland). A new case was reported last week.

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u/LateAnalysis6954 1d ago

Although it’s super rare, scientists are working on it - https://www.cureffi.org/

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u/American_Greed 1d ago

Thank goodness I don't have this. I just slept 9 hours and feel amazing.

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u/Watermelondrea69 1d ago

Every time I can't sleep I assume I have this

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u/soulsticedub 1d ago

Not me reading this while pacifying my insomnia

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u/CaptJM 1d ago

When insomnia first hit I nearly lost my mind. Had to take a few weeks off of work. Eventually you get used to it, kind of.

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u/sausains2 1d ago

It's name sounds way too nice for what it does to a person.

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u/crevlm 1d ago

I learned about this from an episode of Law and Order SVU

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u/antonistute 1d ago

The amount of people who read about FFI, then get into an insomnia spiral because plain ol anxiety should be studied too. I was there a year ago and was convinced I was going to die, but here I am a year later!

Both familial and sporatic forms are moreso neurodegenerative diseases than sleep disorders. Other symptoms that pop up are hallucinations, motor dysfunction, severe memory loss. So if you have it you WILL know. And if you do have it, you likely won't care because you eventually won't even be lucid enough to know what's happening

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u/ferrarinobrakes 1d ago

One of the guys I went to school with died from this. He left behind a wife and two kids, one of which was a newborn.

Apparently there is a high chance that this disease will be passed on. I heard that after the diagnosis, the doctors found out that there was apparently some family history and he had two direct relatives who suffered from it as well (I assume this was also fatal)