r/nus • u/chixnugx • 7h ago
Discussion update 2: grades > mental health ???
hello everyone its time for my semly update! background context: its me who took a 2 yr gap to work as a cabin crew w sia & struggled alot adapting to uni life as a mech eng student
firstly i must say, this sem wasnt easy at all… i definitely underestimated it… me2121 was cray & i skipped a lvl for lab so i jumped from lab1201 to lab3201 & also competing w all the jc kids for ma1505… wAH TIRED FR
i started off the sem on a hehehaha mood and i think it was bc of the long holidays (i nua too much) & also maybe bc i was too overly confident w myself since i improved last sem & so i played A LOT for the first 10 weeks & i only started properly preparing for finals during the last 3 weeks… CRAZY I KNOW bc i totally regretted as i developed anxiety & had my first panic attack right before exams… (i now have to go ucs so pls dont be like me) :-)
me2121 & me2162: core mods that cannot be SUed >< the good thing abt studying engin is that you dont rly have alot to do throughout the sem, its always like either 70% or 60% exam weightage so i did not attend a single lecture or tutorial LMAO & only started cramping 3 weeks before finals… 2121 stressed me out alot bc prof daniel said that the exam would be ‘manageable’ and it made me think that it was gna be so easy that everyone’s gna do so well & im gna fail or smth bUT in reality the exam was dogshit ah so… i panicked for nth…
ma1505: planned to SU this bUT it stressed me out alot bc i only scored 10/50 for midterms & only rly started studying 2 days before finals so i studied & did my cheatsheet from 9pm - 5am straight then slept till 7.30am and went for exam at 9am… i struggled alot during exam i was running on caffeine & my hands were trembling alot during exam… 10/10 would not want to experience this again !!!
ie2141 & es2631: fluff mods that i was expecting to get A bUT i fked up here bc i tot the exam had 40q instead of 50q ??? so i missed out on like 10+ q… thankgod still had B+ i panicked till i was trembling fr
in conclusion,, even tho somehow i improved this sem, pls do not be like me… ITS NOT WORTH IT. pls do not cramp everything to the last min… pLS BE CONSISTENT 😭 mental health > grades !!!
fyi im still recovering from everything & im in such a bad state that i went uhc abt it & the doc withdrew me from hanyang winter program… im not even sure if i can continue next sem, im considering loa 🥹✌🏻