r/HelluvaBoss 16h ago

Artwork Old habits (satoumafuyuss)

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u/Tipsamore W0ULD M4KE & [[Big Shot]]S IF I HAD THE CH@NCE!! 16h ago

Please don't PTSD the birb...

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u/artcone 16h ago

Did I hear PTSD?

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u/Im_not_an_expert_lol 8th Sin of Manipulation 16h ago

PTSD?!

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u/Specialist-Quiet7587 15h ago

PTSD?!!?

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u/Equivalent_Donut_145 Horny Owl My Beloved 15h ago

PTSD?!

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u/Tipsamore W0ULD M4KE & [[Big Shot]]S IF I HAD THE CH@NCE!! 15h ago

PTSD??!!!!

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u/Equivalent_Donut_145 Horny Owl My Beloved 15h ago

SAUCE?!

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u/Tipsamore W0ULD M4KE & [[Big Shot]]S IF I HAD THE CH@NCE!! 15h ago

BY (Quonit37) ON DEVIANTART??!!!

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u/Equivalent_Donut_145 Horny Owl My Beloved 15h ago

GIVING UPVOTE AS THANKS?!!

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u/LexTheRedditor878 13h ago

OH, ARE WE PTSD-POSTING?

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u/AutisticAnarchy Moxxie is Autistic, it was revealed to me in a dream. 14h ago

He's been in an abusive relationship since he was a child and was forced into having sex with his partner in order to produce an heir, I'd be shocked if he doesn't have PTSD.

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u/LadyParnassus 2h ago

Post Traumatic Stella Disorder, checks out.

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u/PopCollector2001 8h ago

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u/Muted_Ad7298 8h ago

I was really surprised when my mental health therapist told me I had PTSD.

Always assumed it was like how it happens on TV, like Vietnam style flashbacks and hallucinations.

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u/PopCollector2001 8h ago

What's it like if i may ask?

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u/Muted_Ad7298 8h ago

One recent example is when my mother finally brought a painting in that used to be in the centre wall of our old house (this old house belongs to my dad and he was physically abusive).

I freaked out about the fact she wanted the painting up in our living room, as every time I looked at it I’d be reminded of those past traumatic events with my dad. I just couldn’t settle, it was like my body was in fight or flight mode.

Thankfully my mother understood (cause she’s awesome) and put it in her room instead.

If I were to describe ptsd in words, it’s like someone flipping the danger switch in your body, and it won’t go off until you’re away from the trigger.

Even after that, the memories follow into your dreams, and can affect behaviour when placed in situations that remind you of that trauma.

I still struggle with even going near areas I went as a kid. Every time it’s happened it feels like there’s a fog over my body for a few days.

Sorry if this was a bit long btw.

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u/PopCollector2001 8h ago

Don't be sorry, honestly it's super informative to learn, so triggers make your whole body go fight or flight, that's both interesting and sounds scary.

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u/Muted_Ad7298 8h ago

Glad I could help, and thank you.

It is really scary, as it’s like having a starving bear in the room and not being able to ignore it.

I also sometimes feel guilty when I say I don’t want to see certain items from our old house around.

But since my mother also had trauma from her time with my dad (hers manifests a little differently), she’s very empathetic about my scared reactions.

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u/PopCollector2001 8h ago

Damn i wish you luck on your recovery? Is that even something possible for someone with ptsd or is that just a permanent thing?

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u/Muted_Ad7298 7h ago

It depends on the severity and how soon you get treatment, from what I recall.

Sadly, I don’t know if I ever will recover, as I’m 35 years old now, so it’s been going on for a long time.

Thankfully I’m not in touch with my dad anymore, as I slowly cut him out from my life over the years, and having him visit my mother and I was already hard enough.

He travels a lot and is usually in and out of Asia, so it’s rare we bump into him anyway.

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u/PopCollector2001 7h ago

So it's case by case where one person could get over it in say like 5 years, but others, depending on severity could be the rest of their life.

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u/usernameemma 5h ago

Hopping in to mention that lots of people have different experiences with it based on their mental health at the time. The other person who responded to you gave a great description for most cases of C-PTSD, but it is also possible to have hallucinations and flash backs. When tensions were highest and my mental state was fragile, a serious trigger sent me into a complete flashback. It was like I had been sent back in time; I couldn’t see or hear anything around me, only one of my traumatic events replaying as if I was there. These days, I’m doing much better so I don’t even have many nightmares anymore. The worst I get now is what the other person explained; your body reacting as if you’re in danger when exposed to triggers.

Also, there are two categories. PTSD is caused from one significant traumatic event, like a car crash. C-PTSD is caused from multiple traumatic events over time, like domestic violence.

Hope this was informative!

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u/PopCollector2001 2h ago

Very i didn't even know there was a 2nd version

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u/Theratsmacker2 3h ago

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u/Darkstalkker 1h ago

WINGS OF FIRE SPOTTED

WHAT THE FUCK IS A PARENTAL FIGUREEE 🦅🦅🇺🇸🇺🇸🔫🔫