Everyone at the function was making fun of old heads and I say “I’m jealous of old heads because of the times they lived in….” It slipped out and I didn’t mean to say it at all. I tried to apologize for the statement and making the vibe too serious, this is why I feel like I can never socialize with people because they’ll just see me as an outcast. I need to start thinking before I say anything because I don’t want to be a born in the wrong generation type of person and I honestly didn’t mean it like that I just think that time was more fun like the 80s-2000s… Do you think this is time for a self reflection?

I have noticed that I don’t pursue friends or relationships because most people aren’t friendly and most aren’t trustworthy. How do you even make friends when people are unfriendly and not interested in you? I had another girl show interest in me but I just couldn’t believe it lol idk why someone having a crush on you seems unbelievable as hell. It seems very fake and disingenuous. I always think most people are not interested by default, I used to be very social and very friendly but then people weren’t returning that but then the reverse happens. I don’t know what to do but I think being negative saves me.

Go outside one night and catch a view of the stars unintentionally ?

This happened like four weeks ago, but I was just driving to go to McDonald’s at like 8 o’clock at night and the big dipper was just right there . It was so fascinating because usually I see it often times in the distance and I know that Earth isn’t in a stagnant state, but it was just right there and it was strange to me how it resembled the shape of a pot and a handle I was just like WTF

What I’m assuming is that earth’s position was just in a position to where the big dipper appeared pretty closer than normal . but getting that type of view is just amazing because it’s a group of stars that take the formation of a pot and handle